30
December
2007
I always hear people said “you tend to eat more when comes to cold weather”, NO, i was not believed this saying because my appetite did not changed at all for the past 2 Winters. Time just flies, yeah, this is my third Winter, and i tell you, i feel extremely hungry lately. Not to mention the normal breakfast, lunch and dinner, i can gobble down a lot of cookies, bread, cake and chocolate around the clock, but i still feel so hungry though i eat non-stop.
The first Winter, i lost 10kg due to the Tonsilitis, the second Winter, i did not have any pleasant craving due to pregnancy, now, the third Winter, gosh, i just wish to eat more so that i can withstand the cold!
Today is very cold, the strong wind even numbed my face and hands, huh..huh..huh..my fingers feel stiff now while i am typing this post. 
Posted: myself
29
December
2007
I am a “3-minutes-heat” person, my urge can strike pretty fast when i want to learn/do something. Take an example : -
When i felt like eating a home made cheesecake, i could go and buy all the necessary baking utensils which including baking pan, mixer, measuring spoons and cups, flour, raising powder and baking book again! Yeah, is AGAIN! Do you know why i said “AGAIN”, actually i have already got those baking utensils, just i was not sure where are them, so i just bought them again. Since we moved back a lot of boxes from KL to my home town, and being a lazy lady, i would prefer to buy everything again rather than unpack all the boxes. But funny that, i only made 2 cheesecake, and now those baking utensils just being trashes in my parents’ house.
And today, i have developed a new interest ~ knitting, though i am just starting to knit, but i already felt like buying more plies of yarn, different size of needles as well as knitting book. Yeah, i am going to buy more yarns later! Even my man said, let’s see when is the first scarf done. As a matter of fact, i also do not know how long will this interest can be kept, hope i can keep this knitting spirit on, maybe prolong the 3-minutes-heat to 10-minutes-heat?! LOL 
Posted: myself
26
December
2007
Today is just another simple day to me, but i really like this simple life. Watching my boys grow is such a joyous moment for me, sometimes i would think like perhaps it is only considered complete if i can have a daughter, just like my own family as well as my man’s family that has brothers and sisters.
Just think only as i know i won’t go for the third. A lot of issues for not having the no.3, the main reason is due to my health. You know, i am getting weaker and weaker after each delivery. My body still has not fully recovered especially my allergy problem even my no.2 is almost 6 months old now.
Well, today supposed a day to have hilarious talks, so i better end my craps now!
Boxing day…a day for opening Christmas present…
Happy Boxing Day!
Posted: Celebration
25
December
2007
Merry Christmas!
Sigh, the house only looks christmassy because having the Christmas tree. And, it is fairly humdrum outside. I even saw something very funny, do you know how people here decorating the Christmas tree? Gosh, the Christmas tree is embellished with Mandarin Oranges. *faint*
Yesterday when we were taking taxi to go to the restaurant for our Christmas Eve dinner, the taxi driver even claimed that “tomorrow is kuai-lou jit” (means : Tomorrow is Christmas day), maybe he would think like “why we Chinese celebrate this kuai-lou jit” and suppose “We Chinese only celebrate Chinese New Year and Winter Solstice”.
I would definitely have christmassy feel by looking the malls are gorgeously decked with White, Red, Blue, Orange and Purple Christmas trees! Really miss those superb and stunning decorations in my country.
Posted: Celebration
22
December
2007
Happy Winter Solstice!
Ya, today is a day suppose to be happy, i keep telling myself don’t feel sad, sigh, but i just can’t help myself for not thinking the negative sides. Well, better just keep my mouth shut, don’t ask, don’t care, don’t think, don’t this and that, then my life maybe can be more happier.
So unhappy, but just don’t know how to write in words.
Only this week i only knew that last year he had 7 months of bonus, did i sound failure as a wife?
I hope i am not in transparent mode when i am at home, i hope i do not look like alone when we are going out together, and i hope i am not looked like “tap toy” (share the table) when we are having the meal outside. Emm…i just hope he can talk more to me.
Posted: myself
21
December
2007
The man planning to buy a car, reason is, having own transport is convenient for a family. He asked for my opinion, though i also hope we can have our own car here, so that we can go kai kai anytime as we wish, but, i said no to him. What for to buy it since the wife always not here, having a car some more can increase the risk for him to pick up other ladies. You get what i mean? I think we better stick to current situation, and i also don’t mind to take public transport.
That day crossing the custom, saw some men were buying the “plastic” (condom) at the convenient store, not need to mention more, they were definitely came to mainland and looking for a “kok kok“, or maybe a “yi-nai“. Men, only can survive when their little brother is happy.
Posted: myself
17
December
2007
While on the way back from HK yesterday,
The man said “those ladies who wear boots look very pretty, maybe you should wear like them”.
I answered him that i don’t have boots, then he replied very generously “Go and get a pair”.
So, what will you think when your man talking this to you?
Well, don’t think too further, maybe he just wants me to look more prettier.
Posted: myself
12
December
2007
After 3 days of leaving, the man finally back. But this happened : -
The man came back home around 4pm, he went back to office after changing his office attire. I was very unhappy when i was told that “later i have basketball game, only be back around 8pm”. Damn it, i have my plans tonight, but now all be canceled due to his basketball game. I want my Korean Barbeque as dinner, i just want it tonight and not tomorrow. Oh, sorry, tomorrow also cannot as the man will has his favorite soccer game too.
He MSN-ed me after reached at office, he talked about the LV bag again, and said he is going to buy it for me because he knows i really like it. I know, he just wanted to let me feel better only as he has to go out 2 days in a row. Please, i want a real person who can talk and accompany me, really not a dead thing LV bag to accompany me.
Hate it, just hate it…Did i sound very immature? Maybe…
Posted: myself
11
December
2007
Online shopping? No
Online banking? Yes
Online shopping is a current bandwagon which claims its as convenient and hassle free, but as a lady, i really prefer to shop at mall rather than shop online. I won’t feel i was actually spending if i shop online, the feeling of adding my desired items to shopping cart is not as real as i was holding goods by my hands at shopping mall. Some more, i couldn’t feel like holding my fruitful items if i am shopping online. I really don’t mind my hands loaded with heavy plastic or paper bags at shopping mall, so please don’t ask me to shop online.
The online virtual feel is not suitable for me, when i splurged, i would make sure people can see my victory items. That’s only called spending and shopping.
**You can get products from a plasma tv to bedroom furnature when you do your shopping online. When you do your shopping consider doing it online since people are finding the greatest deals.**
Posted: Share, myself
9
December
2007
My condition : -
Nothing much to communicate when he’s at home. Miss him so much when he’s not at home. I don’t know why i miss him, is it because nobody be my extra hands? Emm…i think this is the main reason.
Sometimes i felt him very irritating, but sometimes he’s just so lovely. Like yesterday, he was willing to pay few thousand on the LV bag for me, emm…but, *slap myself*, i just felt no heart to spend the money in this way though i like the Speedy 30 so much. There was a little sound in my heart “buy la, better he uses the money on other ladies”, but ended up i just came out with empty hands, i think i better save the money under my name, money and LV bag, i think i better opt for the money since money is more secure than LV bag. Haha…at least i have some money in pocket when i think of escaping.
Actually, it always has “problem” when a man willing to treat you good. Maybe he has done something wrong or maybe some betrayal has been happened.
Posted: myself
