28
March
2009
My FIL is currently looking for cheap yet good quality industrial handles, due to hard time now, so most of the time we only look for something cheap yet good quality, simply every cent counts. Due to the economic recession, having renovation project is not as easy as last year, sigh, the demand of the renovation project has dropped quite a lot this year, unlike those previous years that my FIL could be choosy when he picked the renovation projects, but now he just takes in whatever it has. What a big different there!
Posted: PU
22
March
2009
Actually i am somehow afraid when the weekend comes as weekend means i have to take care both monkeys by myself without extra pair of hands.
Today was not a good day for me, this afternoon, my parents were out, so did my younger sister, without them by my side i simply looked helpless.
The little boy kept throwing me a big fuss and unreasonable cry, he was crying badly before i put him in the bathroom, and his cry deteriorated despite numerous of coaxing given. I was so fed up as i really ran out of ideas in how to soothe him, this time i didn’t scream at him because i knew screaming is useless, what i did is just let him crying there, actually the more i ignored him, the faster he stopped his long-drawn-out cry. Then came to the elder boy, he was hungry then and asking for lunch, gosh, due to one clingy boy i simply couldn’t prepare anything for my elder boy. Sigh, i felt guilty indeed and wondered how could i cope with 3 kids later, and my little boy would definitely be neglected after the baby comes out. I love him so much but i wondered would i still love him as much as now after the baby comes out? How to give 3 of them an equal love, i don’t know as this seems like a profound knowledge that i should learn every now and then in order not to neglect either one.
I called my man after the little boy stopped his unbearable cry, but i never thought that i was the one who would cry after my little boy. Actually i tried to control myself but i couldn’t and further we had a bad argue over the phone. I blamed him a lot and he did scream at me over the phone too, just very sudden i felt even more helpless, actually i didn’t expect him to give me any help since he is so far away and my first intention to give him a call simply wanted a good pair of ears that could listen to my sorrows, but his reaction and response just dumped my heart even more deeper, and at that moment, i felt extremely helpless and hopeless and i didn’t know how to manage my coming days. You know, everything is blurred and i really couldn’t foresee my life here.
I know i have to get myself a maid as soon as possible, otherwise i will definitely suffer a mental ill. Now, i just can’t imagine how’s my life gonna be after my parents leave to CN for a week holiday in April. OMG!!
Posted: Man, myself
19
March
2009
My tummy feels very uncomfortable today, the pain came by around afternoon and i have the frequent urge to visit the loo. I guessed i have suffered another round of bladder infection. Last week, before i flown back here, i had consulted the local hospital there, was told that my urine had high protein. Actually, i do not know what does the high protein mean, perhaps something related to infection.
So safe better than sorry, i have to go to consult my gynae later although my next visit has been scheduled on next Friday. I can’t wait, as the pain just makes me tension…
Hopefully i can see the doctor successfully later since the doctor is always busy and fully occupied by other patients.
Posted: myself
12
March
2009
I would like to update some of my blogs, but i think i better go to sleep now. Yeah, i am so deprived of good sleep, and have a pair of panda eyes now.
The house still in mess especially the living room, actually, the folded clothes have not been put inside the wardrobe and they are still a lot of unwashed plates and bowls in the kitchen basin, sigh, having the part time cleaner just like wasting my money because i still have to do everything by myself again at the end.
The part time cleaner mops the floor everyday, but she only mops the “visible floor” and never mop or sweep the floor under the table or sofa, alas, so ended i have to mop them again. Tired, tired, really tired!
Posted: maid, myself
12
March
2009
Have you ever thought of getting an elliptical for toning your body shape? In fact, i have always wanted to have one at home but sadly that i do not have spacious house to keep one. I was told elliptical is more cheaper if buying online and even can have free shipping too, wow, tell you, i am very tempted to get one, but sigh, i do not think my hubby will nod his head and pay for me!
Posted: PU
12
March
2009
So sleepy, sigh, i should have gone to sleep now instead of sitting in front of the computer, but i don’t feel like getting myself a rest as i have not been very productive in blogging recently, so i better give my blog an update before i announce a long blog break. Don’t misunderstand, blog break doesn’t mean i am going to have a vacation although i did mention i wish i had vacation to Orlando and staying at Westgate resort, due to current busy schedule, i have got no choice but postpone my trip to Orlando. Well, actually blog break is simply because my boys do not want me to spend time in blogosphere more than spending time with them. LOL
Posted: PU
11
March
2009
Vegas vacations, yeah, i wish i had it. I hate to listen who and who had been there but just me have never been there. I really wish i could have a joyful trip to Vegas, and temporary giving myself off from being a wife, a mother and a daughter. You know, i simply want to enjoy myself thoroughly without disturb by others. I don’t mind to go there alone, because i believe traveling alone can be more relaxing and more taxing. Sigh, how to make my dream come true after being a mother of 3?
Posted: PU
11
March
2009
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Posted: BGT
11
March
2009
24 hours a day simply sounds not enough for me, by the time i can settle myself in front of the computer is about 3+pm, that’s why i have not been very productive in blogging. Sigh, i can foresee how is my life can be after the baby is born, sure everything in mess so i think i better to have 2 maids since hiring a maid is cheap here.
I have fear in my deep inside, can’t really describe it concretely and also don’t know how to get rid of it. I think i need more supports, from my man side perhaps but he seems so busy to entertain me. Everyday is a busy day for him, whereas everyday is a mad day for me. I have been quite easily to turn mad and show my temper towards my kids ever since my live in maid left on 26/2. Actually, i was quite enjoying a life without a maid at home, simply we could be more freedom in doing our things, but on the other hand, i just feel like i have lost another pair of helping hands. Sounds ironic, huh?
Keep my fingers and toes crossed, my “limited” freedom that i have now will go off soon!
Posted: myself
5
March
2009
The house opposite my house has a big garden, recently they have renovation there. Just this morning, the house had pvc fence installation, and later of the morning, i saw the lady owner started decorating the garden with lots of planters, just within few hours, the garden is filled with lots of colorful flowers.
I love planting but i do not have place to put my planters as i am staying in apartment. How i wish i had such a big garden like the lady!
Posted: PU
